No. I don’t think you get it.
I am hurt. I am sad. I am tired.
It’s fucking ridiculous how everything seems to be falling apart right now. I can’t talk to my best friend because I don’t know where the fuck she is. Or if she even cares about me anymore. My closest friend who I trust like a whole lot has been telling everyone all of my fucking secrets. And my parents, who just keep ruining my plans. And him. I am fighting with him for something entirely stupid.
Fuck you. Fuck this. Fuck the whole fucking world.
I wish those pills would just put me to sleep right now. ‘Cause I cannot stand this. Everything is wrong. Every single thing.